From the recording Reset to Factory Specs
Memory: I counted them, adding up to a dozen times I could say, yes, me too, and I forgave myself for all the times I said nothing, did nothing, reported nothing.
Lesson: Your boundaries are there to protect you. Protect them.
Lyrics
Lying alone in bed
All of these memories in my head
All of these injuries left unsaid
Counting
When I was touched without my consent
When I was groomed until I relented
When I was hammered until I bent
Doubting
I want to feel
That even the blind spots are real
Cuz I want to heal
This beaten soul
I want to find
That mythical boundary line
That I stand behind
Until I feel whole
Asking the girls I've been
Whether I'd go through it all again
Whether I'd stop before diving in
Wondering
I know I've lost my way
When I am carving myself into pieces to stay
When I'm living to get through the day
Crumbling
I want to feel
That even the blind spots are real
Cuz I want to heal
This beaten soul
I want to find
That mythical boundary line
That I stand behind
Until I feel whole
I know who I had to be to get here
I want to feel
That even the blind spots are real
Cuz I want to heal
This beaten soul